외톨이야 a.k.a LONER'S

those title really suit me in my condition rite now>>


huhuuu...


im really a loner...


ALONE in a hostel..far away with my chingu..ALONE in a room..where my roommate i didnt know where she goes since morning...maybe go home..


ALONE carrying all burdens and problems..ALONE & always ALONE no matter where i go..im far away from my family..i feel unprotected & unsafe...


ALONE living in this semester, ALONE carrying that STUPIS S*** 'THING'....


like i said, I'M A LONER like this video>>

credit to the owner from youtube...

A-cha!! *seriously,take it back* >.>

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..


what a week, i mean what a semester i've to go through...it's too tough for me..full of tension week..i merely give up in my future..i dont know what to do..how to act or how to live...


sometimes, when i was too overload with tension, i cry & find someone to listen to my problem..the person that only i can talk with is MY MOM!!


last two weeks was a 'burden' week in my life..i carried too much things in my head, that makes me almost lost my way of life....THANKS to ALLAH, 'HE' still conscious me & make me realize that life must go on no matter what obstacle come...


and i thankful & glad that i still 'normal' & didnt do anything stupid...and i survive until today..even though it's weird to feel homesick & i REALLY BADLY wanna go home, i still can live...~ALONE~